I learned math on an as-needed basis. I know how to figure percentage discounts in my head and I can sense when my checkbook balance is, uhm... in need of calculating. I can shop on a shoestring if I need to. I can still recite most of the multiplication table (I forget the 12's). But, if someone along the way had showed me the multiplication TABLE I saw in an elementary classroom I was observing last year, who knows how far that would have taken me... "Table; I get it... a diagram with columns of information!" What a CONCEPT!
God knows. He knew then and He knows now, how math works in everyone's life. I could not have saved the astronauts from spinning off into space with a slide rule, but I see His math all the time, and I see some people catching on to it a little at a time. And what I have seen lately is a reminder of this: We never reap exactly what we sow. An ear of corn contains about 1,000 kernels of corn (Why is it called an ear? Maybe because there are usually no more than two on a stalk). One kernel of corn sown produces at least 1,000 kernels of corn...so, we do not reap exactly what we sow (as I used to think), we reap a harvest of what we sow...
We are all given dots - kernels as it were, and we must take those dots and connect them, constructing our own meaning, or we have learned nothing. It is the only way we really learn. The rest is rote memorization with no application. My daughter Gave me a wall plaque for Christmas two years ago. I could not hang it in my room at the Christian school, but it now hangs above my desk in my public high school classroom: "Teachers open the door, you enter by yourself." (Chinese proverb). It was the "Chinese proverb" part that would have caused me Grief. But, I recognize the truth when I hear it, regardless of the source. This same daughter, when we first began our journey to know God, took crayons of rainbow colors and scribbled in arc shaped lines (she was only three). I had just read Matthew 13:3-8. Along with the scripture reference I wrote: "It is not what God gives us that counts, it is what we make of it." But this interpretation did not please the well-intended church-folk who maintained I was taking the Bible out of context. So, I buried it in my heart.
I have long since forgiven, and continue to have a multitude of reasons to forgive the church-folk. Even the ones I don't know, whose actions reap comments like the one I heard yesterday from a fellow teacher, whose 30 years of service to the community speaks for him: "I hate Christians... They will stab you in the back every single time...oops," he added, looking my way, "I hope you're not one." He walked away before I could or would answer. I hope not, too, because, I don't want to proclaim that I am a Christian. I want to live as one in a world that He still cares about enough to keep me living here.
I came home and opened an email from my mother's youngest sister, about an all-female C-5 cockpit crew, where I Gleaned the following 'quote for the day' (The random capitalizations are mine):
"Whatever you Give a woman, she will make Greater...if you Give her a house, she will ...(Give) you a home. If you Give her Groceries, she will Give you a meal. If you Give her a smile, she will Give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her."Well, after a week of excrutiatingly long days, I was lacking Groceries, and longing for Good conversation with my husband, so we went out and Grabbed a pizza. Our conversation Gravitated toward some recent interactions with friends and the subject of how real learning takes place. In the process we Generated two Groundrules for real learning: We learn by interacting, both with people and with problems. We will begin to act like the people we associate with and we will only learn how to do the things we interact with.
I love it when God Gives me points and asks me to connect them to construct the knowledge of Him in my everyday life. The vision goes on and on, in a multiplicity of applications. Quite simply, I cannot do this for anyone else, though I may long to do so. I can only offer the same dots for drawing your own picture and tell you about mine:
He is still speaking, still creating and still working wherever and whenever we allow Him to. It is our own limited understanding that limits the Creator of the Universe from working in our lives. I have added, multiplied and divided this from so many places in His word and from my own experience that I know it is true. What we believe about Him is the most critical element (point, dot) in what we receive from Him. "According to your faith let it be done unto you" (Matthew 9:29).
- He sowed His word in the earth (John 1).
- It is here (Romans 1:18-21), in precious elements among the worthless.
- It is up to us each to "rightly divide" this Word of Truth (2 Timothy 2:15).
- It is up to us each to "separate the precious from the worthless" (Jeremiah 15:19).
- It is up to us each to take what He has Given us, and multiply it back to Him in whatever way we have Faith to do (Matthew 13:3-8).
- We are not to conform to any image but His (Romans 12:2).
- We are not to call something good when it is evil (Isaiah 5:20).
- We are not to try to please our fellow man/woman (Colossians 3:22), but to serve him/her (Galatians 5:13).
- We are to walk carefully (Ephesians 5:15).
- We are to love with Patience, Kindness, Selflessness, and Believe the best of everyone (1 Corinthians 13).